Toxic Jam

Me and Creativity...its never over...

I caught a bit of a film yesterday lunchtime. I don't remember the name, but it was about a little girl with a rubbish family who meets an old lady. The old lady new tons of stuff. She said to the girl that...

...you should listen to what people tell you, but think for yourself and make your own decisions. Then if you get in a mess it's your mess...

...I think this is sort of relevant to what I was talking about last night. Maybe I concern myself to much with what is wanted of me, rather than thinking about what I want to do. I guess its not really that important if i get a 'good grade' for it. Its better that i spend a few years enjoying myself and improving at the same time, than spending this time constantly fretting about not being good enough.

I forget my own philosophies some times, and i have quite a few. I should start being more selfish with my art, then i might enjoy it allot more.